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The Hat... Student night..?

Last night… the Brother, myself, a friend, a friend, the half bother, hopefully the girl he marries, her friend went off to see the Dirty Skirts.

Well.. really – they all came with me, as i wanted to see the Dirty Skirts.

Well actually i really just wanted to hear ONE song.

Homewrecker.

Which was nice when they finally played it.

Like with any good story… There’s history.

There’s always history.

And this one includes a very shy little girl, a teacher and a song.

You’d never believe this looking at me now, but as a kid i was painfully shy… horribly introverted. I was the kid who would never leave her parents side to play with other kids at parties, sleep over at friends houses or go on school tours. Truthfully i don’t remember much of my childhood, a great deal of it is a blur…I must mention that..it wasn’t by any stretch of the imagination a bad childhood, in fact i’d go as far as  saying i was slighly spoilt and very loved.

The year i had a very special math teacher things changed…. A teacher who saw… a very shy insecure little girl sitting at the back of his class… a little girl with blonde piggy tails and matching pink stationary.

He called her Princess. And told her she could do anything she wanted, be anything she wanted.. and when she said she couldn’t do the math or didn’t understand it… he didn’t accept it, he spent hours showing, explaining, teaching, again and again. Appart from teaching his passion was singing… so he had this little shy introverted girl stand on her chair while he sang to her during math class.

Thinking about it now… I find it quite interesting that i didn’t die of embarassment with all my peers watching this. But then, he didn’t just do it to me… And eveyone had… and still has so much respect for him, it was never like that…

It’s many years later now, and i’ve been very fortunate to have this very special person and his equally as special wife at every one of my milestone moments since primary school… From becoming a Prefect to graduating with a Bcomm.

With each and every card, note and letter started Dear Princess…. 

• I am SO SO SO SO very tired after gym. Granted i haven’t done this much cardio since.. well… never. So, i’m going to push thru this. I think. Well, today.
• I love love love @becausel’s get myself a car idea… What a novel idea. Asking people to help you out…. and really… what’s R260… a friday night out… a new pair of shoes. Paying it forward… As they say… if you don’t ask… you won’t get…
• Today i’m wearing the wrong panties. Pink Lace is not the right thing for today. Today my vagina needed comfort panties
• The car saga continues…. I of course am quite excited. But really… what to do. what to do. Do i go for the Fiat… or not. Something more sensible like a golf. Jesus.. the longer I leave it, the more sensible i get.
• I think, the miserableness which i suffered yesterday… and most of the day before, has worked itself out in my head. And i’m okay.
• Okay?

1. Are you currently in a serious relationship?

I am not

2. What was your dream growing up?

I never had dreams of what i would be, could be… blah blah blah.  In fact, i could never even ’see’ myself any older than what i was at that point in time.

3. What talent do you wish you had?

Hmm.. i’ve come to accept that i have no talent… and i’m okay with that. In fact, i don’t think i have a personality which would suit a talent…

4. If I bought you a drink, what would it be?

Well let me thinking… Right now, if you bought me a drink, it would be a nice cuppuchino, if it was after hours… a bottle of wine would do. Or a glass if you’re not sharing it with me.

5. What was the last book you read?

I’m reading The boy next door.

6. What zodiac sign are you?

Scorpio. In fact, i’m going to go and read my star sign.

Todays Horoscope – 09th March 2010

Someone could bring something to your attention today, but hopefully they won’t do this in a harsh kind of way. Perhaps something has slipped under your radar. Perhaps they’ll tease you to clean up your act on something you know you are a little bit shoddy around. You may need to trust this person is not coming from a hurtful place. Give it a go.

7. Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.

Only earrings… that’s all.

8. Worst habit?

Short attention span issue.

9. What is your favorite sport?

Ummm… i can’t say that ’sport’ and ‘favourite’ make any sense to me together.

10. Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?

Depends on the time of the month and the direction of the wind.

11. Worst thing to ever happen to you?

Lol… no worse than any body else i’m sure.

12. Tell me one weird fact about you.

Hmmm… i crunch my al bran smaller in the mornings. Feel free to ask about technique if this confuses you.

13. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

I don’t think much about clowns.

14. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

I would have my hair instantly longer. Not silly long. Just a little longer.

15. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

Depends on the Crime. I’m a grey area kinda girl like that…

16. Ever been arrested?

No… I’m smarter than that.

17. If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

Put it in my fixed deposit account. Because I’m feeling grown up right now. Actually fuck that… i lie.. i’d put it in the European adventure fund.

18. What’s your favorite place to hang out at?

I’m not really a ‘hang out’ kinda person? A coffee shop maybe…?! Tasha’s?

19. Do you believe in ghosts?

That’s just silly… how can you believe in them?!

20. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

Hmmm… Masturbate if I’m in the mood… read…write…sms… twatter… list is endless.

21. Do you swear a lot?

Hmm… Yes. More than i should i think.

22. Biggest pet peeve?

You know… this is mood dependent… because.. right now, i can’t think of a single thing… But catch me in the right mood… and the list will be endless.

23. In one word, how would you describe yourself?

Defeated.

24. Do you believe/appreciate romance?

Of course… i’m good at appreciating men who appreciate me.

25. Do you believe in God?

I believe in People. Right and Wrong, and the power to make the right choice. Further than that. Fuck knows.

Being quite fortunate, i have never in my life purchased my own car. I have been very lucky that – it’s been paid for, by someone else for me. But like everything in life… there time comes when you have to man up to a situation and deal with it yourself. You could… like the silly little mouse in Who!? Moved my cheese, sit around and wait for someone to do it for you… or you could do. it. your. self.

I am, at times… after awhile, a do. it. your. self. Kinda girl.

So, this weekend i decided that, i’m going to buy a car. I’m going to take the money i have saved as a desposit, go off to a finance company… and buy a car. Because that’s what people do. And i’m people.

This is the car i want.

Being a communicator, most people[men] i know, already know i want this car. And the opinions run along the lines of “Waste of money”… “Over priced”…”Fiat is not even in SA!!”…

I don’t really care… i still want one.

Well it’s not that i don’t care.. I’m open to opinions.