On my mind.
July 31, 2009 by jhbprincess
Even though, the fabulous Dr – has cured me. There are moments when, i face things in my day to day life, which i’m not 100% sure how to deal with or things which bother me, and don’t go away.
Lately i have been having very bizarre dreams. Two in fact. One i do believe i mentioned in this blog. The being strangled dream and the one i’m not sure if i did mention was the being raped dream.
Of course not being one to over think these kind of things. (ha ha ha) When leaving the good Dr’s rooms on monday evening post our emergency chat, as i walk out – i mention these dreams to her.
Hmmm… she says…. Something is bothering you.
Yes… i say…. R570 an hour and that’s all you can’t tell me?
Well… she says looking at me in a whatever kind of way… It’s not your social life, as you seem pretty happy there. No issues on the men front, family is all good.
Right… i say wondering if one is ever really happy there.
How’s work?…. She questions.
Ah… Strangling… i say… raping me of my passion, creativity and individuality…
Well there you go… She claims, as if she discovered it… Drive safely.
And so she sends me out – to the big bad world, on my own.
i had a series of dreams where i had a gun pressed to my head. In the last one the guy pulled the trigger and killed me. One day when it happened to me in real life it seemed less scary. The fear of death is what is bothering you, its not work at all. Work dreams involve being at work.