Just random words

Well, atleast mine – likes to put things into perspective for me, every now and again - when i get a little.. overwhelmed by it all. Life likes to put me in a situation where I realise that – I really am just a really really small pimple on the face of life.

Like yesterday evening…

I had decided that going to gym would be a great idea. Early in the morning i packed my bag, deciding that swimming would be it. So, with my swimming cap, costume and towel i headed off after work to the gym.

Of course it was not THAT simple as – from around 4pm my day took a left turn into Could it get any worse street, passing straight under the I hate my life bridge and stopping at Fuck this. My first reaction was, of course to blow off the gym.

But after a little inner conference, i decided it a FAR better idea to go. Clear my mind… work out those frustrations. And let those endorphins kick in.

So, rushing into the gym.. in a desperate need for a pee – i decide to change in the toilet too. Quick and simple. Still feeling sorry for myself… pondering my life, my Fuck this location, i get undressed and put my work clothes in my bag, pick up my towel and swimming cap, turn around to flush the loo..

Dropping the fucking swimming cap into the loo!

And in that very moment… in the big stinky gym i didn’t really want to be at, having an afternoon i didn’t really need… staring down at my shower cap, which i needed otherwise the pool was a no go – it hit me like a ton of bricks…

As bad as i thought my day was. In that loo, at my local gym, in THAT very moment. This was worse.

And surely – it can only get better from here?!