Just random words

As life goes… Or atleast mine, and one or two people i know - Life is crazy at the moment, and it’s the kind of crazy that feels like it’s NOT JUST end of the madness… It’s the crappy crazy. Where it feels like horrible things just keep on happening.

Things like friends losing jobs, friends going through really hard times, brothers getting arrested, brothers writing cars off, dogs dying ETC and so foreth.. or forth.

So yesterday… i may or may not have – after a particularly trying meeting in PTA with 4 men who have never left PTA, and don’t QUITE konw their arse from their elbow, or mine either for that fact – I met a friend for coffee at the most amazing KFC concept store in Hatfield, which turned into lunch and turned into coffee again.

We spoke and spoke and spoke….I explained to him that i’m just SO flat at the moment… That i jsut can’t seem to shake it. And i really don’t know what to do. I poured my heart out… and told him about my mate related issues, i told him about my family, about work… about fucking staff… about the fact i can remember nothing, that i mean to do things – sort problems out…and instead totally forget about them… about the fact i’m not going on leave all all this christmas… and i’m starting to feel guilt about my Europe trip.

I kinda applied the a problem shared is a problem halved thought process… And i must say – i did leave there feeling much better.

Of course it might have to do with the MSG’s in the KFC - but i’ll take it.