The Hat... Student night..?

Last night… the Brother, myself, a friend, a friend, the half bother, hopefully the girl he marries, her friend went off to see the Dirty Skirts.

Well.. really – they all came with me, as i wanted to see the Dirty Skirts.

Well actually i really just wanted to hear ONE song.

Homewrecker.

Which was nice when they finally played it.

There’s always history.

And this one includes a very shy little girl, a teacher and a song.

You’d never believe this looking at me now, but as a kid i was painfully shy… horribly introverted. I was the kid who would never leave her parents side to play with other kids at parties, sleep over at friends houses or go on school tours. Truthfully i don’t remember much of my childhood, a great deal of it is a blur…I must mention that..it wasn’t by any stretch of the imagination a bad childhood, in fact i’d go as far as  saying i was slighly spoilt and very loved.

The year i had a very special math teacher things changed…. A teacher who saw… a very shy insecure little girl sitting at the back of his class… a little girl with blonde piggy tails and matching pink stationary.

He called her Princess. And told her she could do anything she wanted, be anything she wanted.. and when she said she couldn’t do the math or didn’t understand it… he didn’t accept it, he spent hours showing, explaining, teaching, again and again. Appart from teaching his passion was singing… so he had this little shy introverted girl stand on her chair while he sang to her during math class.

Thinking about it now… I find it quite interesting that i didn’t die of embarassment with all my peers watching this. But then, he didn’t just do it to me… And eveyone had… and still has so much respect for him, it was never like that…

It’s many years later now, and i’ve been very fortunate to have this very special person and his equally as special wife at every one of my milestone moments since primary school… From becoming a Prefect to graduating with a Bcomm.

With each and every card, note and letter started Dear Princess…. 

I am not

2. What was your dream growing up?

I never had dreams of what i would be, could be… blah blah blah.  In fact, i could never even ’see’ myself any older than what i was at that point in time.

3. What talent do you wish you had?

Hmm.. i’ve come to accept that i have no talent… and i’m okay with that. In fact, i don’t think i have a personality which would suit a talent…

4. If I bought you a drink, what would it be?

Well let me thinking… Right now, if you bought me a drink, it would be a nice cuppuchino, if it was after hours… a bottle of wine would do. Or a glass if you’re not sharing it with me.

5. What was the last book you read?

I’m reading The boy next door.

6. What zodiac sign are you?

Scorpio. In fact, i’m going to go and read my star sign.

Todays Horoscope – 09th March 2010

Someone could bring something to your attention today, but hopefully they won’t do this in a harsh kind of way. Perhaps something has slipped under your radar. Perhaps they’ll tease you to clean up your act on something you know you are a little bit shoddy around. You may need to trust this person is not coming from a hurtful place. Give it a go.

7. Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.

Only earrings… that’s all.

8. Worst habit?

Short attention span issue.

9. What is your favorite sport?

Ummm… i can’t say that ’sport’ and ‘favourite’ make any sense to me together.

10. Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?

Depends on the time of the month and the direction of the wind.

11. Worst thing to ever happen to you?

Lol… no worse than any body else i’m sure.

12. Tell me one weird fact about you.

Hmmm… i crunch my al bran smaller in the mornings. Feel free to ask about technique if this confuses you.

13. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

I don’t think much about clowns.

14. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

I would have my hair instantly longer. Not silly long. Just a little longer.

15. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

Depends on the Crime. I’m a grey area kinda girl like that…

16. Ever been arrested?

No… I’m smarter than that.

17. If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

Put it in my fixed deposit account. Because I’m feeling grown up right now. Actually fuck that… i lie.. i’d put it in the European adventure fund.

18. What’s your favorite place to hang out at?

I’m not really a ‘hang out’ kinda person? A coffee shop maybe…?! Tasha’s?

19. Do you believe in ghosts?

That’s just silly… how can you believe in them?!

20. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

Hmmm… Masturbate if I’m in the mood… read…write…sms… twatter… list is endless.

21. Do you swear a lot?

Hmm… Yes. More than i should i think.

22. Biggest pet peeve?

You know… this is mood dependent… because.. right now, i can’t think of a single thing… But catch me in the right mood… and the list will be endless.

23. In one word, how would you describe yourself?

Defeated.

24. Do you believe/appreciate romance?

Of course… i’m good at appreciating men who appreciate me.

25. Do you believe in God?

I believe in People. Right and Wrong, and the power to make the right choice. Further than that. Fuck knows.

I am, at times… after awhile, a do. it. your. self. Kinda girl.

So, this weekend i decided that, i’m going to buy a car. I’m going to take the money i have saved as a desposit, go off to a finance company… and buy a car. Because that’s what people do. And i’m people.

This is the car i want.

Being a communicator, most people[men] i know, already know i want this car. And the opinions run along the lines of “Waste of money”… “Over priced”…”Fiat is not even in SA!!”…

I don’t really care… i still want one.

Well it’s not that i don’t care.. I’m open to opinions.

Babe… Sexy…

2. How do you style your hair? If you just would say “cut” what style is it?

My hair is long.. and recently i cut my own fringe… because that’s how i roll… So, it’s long, blonde and with a fringe… Sometimes i wear it up. Neatly up, or messy… sometimes when I’m in a hurry… or on the way to gym, i stick the fringe back, in what i refer to as my “dyke” look. No offense to attractive lesbians.

3. What’s your least favorite Christmas song?

I do like Christmas… and the songs that go with it.. “I’m not one of those people who tweets over Christmas “Fuck i hate that woolies is playing this shit so early in the year”

4. How many colors are you wearing now?

Lets see…

Brown
Grey
Red
black
5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?

Hmmm… extrovert.

6. What was the last book you read?

A boy called It

7. What’s one piece of fiction that changed your life?

Hmmm…. Jonathan Livingston Seagull, by Richard Bach

8. If you are attracted to someone who is already in a relationship (or married), what might do you do?

Well now….what a loaded question. If i knew that person and his wife/girlfriend/lover – i’d just adore him from a distance… And if not.. well… who knows…

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?

Hmmm… my current life situation. But what can you do…

10. What’s your favorite dessert?

Hmmm… something including chocolate. Or Pannacotta, yes Pannacotta. A lot.

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

It depends… sometimes about an hour, sometimes 10 minutes…and i’m sure i’ve done it in 5 before.

12. Name one website that you visit daily. Why do you read it?

twitter… because i’m an addict.

13. What was your last job before either you are at home or at another job??

My last job was nothing like my current job.

14. Do you like to clean?

Myself… yes. Domestically… Not so much.

15. What was the last song to get stuck in your head?

The Dirty Skirts…  something about a saturday night.

16. What’s the last movie you saw?

Hmmm… i can’t remember. Oh yes, the Private life of Pippa Lee

17. Pirates or Ninjas?

Hmmm.. Pirates.

18. What is your least favorite thing to do that you have to do everyday?

Hmmm.. waking up at 5:30am… In fairness to myself, i only get out of bed at 6:30am.

19. Best time of your life?

Lol… toooo many times to mention.

20. What are you most looking forward to in the coming year?

Changes… things picking up… life.

Tuesday morning i thought i was dying as…

On monday  i went to gym.. i did 40 minutes on the treadmill. It was good though.

Last Sunday afternoon i found my wedding venue. My mother and i had hightea there… It is gorgeous. I now need a groom. Apply within*…

Last Saturday afternoon i found myself at the Edgars 50% off 50% off sale.. where i got a gorgeous black dress for R75

Last Friday night i went to zietsies** for dinner and a show. What an amazing evening out…

*No seriously… if you’re male, apply. I like it THAT much.

** www.elzabezietsman.co.za Go. Go now.

A few days ago this question pop’d into my box… so to speak. And got me thinking. And of course… thinking is no fun – if you don’t do something with the thoughts….

if you think about having sex – do you have one memory that you think of? i.e. position, setting etc?

Hmmm… I think about having sex often.  Sometimes about the person I’m currently having sex with.. if at that point there is none… [like now], random men i know will do… there are the usual suspects… who just happen to often fill my thoughts… now and again random strangers, I’d find myself in a queue contemplating a mans cock. Or his hands… his fingers.

I go through phases… as most do i’m sure… Recently i had a conversation with a ‘Master’ who found the thought of dominating me quite excellent… i find that this now consumes my fantasies. The thought of being absolutely used for someone else’s desires… pleasures. hmmm….

I do often think of a cock in my mouth… this turns me on greatly, and is a thought i often have. Memories in fact, of blow jobs i’ve given… mens reactions.. the tastes.. the feelings.  I do very much enjoy this activity… Dare i say… i at times crave it…?

Right now…. on this rainy Joburg day… if i close my eyes… i think of being naked on a bed, my head hanging off the edge of the bed.. a head between my legs… his lips on my clit, his hand sliding a dildo in and out of my cunt. His tongue concentrating on my clit as i cum…. he turns me over… pulls me to my knees my ass in the air and thursts his cock into me.

Next question….?

Yesterday, by hook or by crook… i found myself in possession of a rather nice little EOS20D Canon, which i have since claimed as my own. Naturally, when this piece of equipment landed on my lap, i thought nothing of it… point and click, plug and play…

As it turns out, it is somewhat more complicated than i first thought, in fact just turning on the fucking thing created quite a headache. Not to mention to the downloading of pics, finding where the pics had gone too, installing photoshop and and and.

So, now i have pics, some aren’t bad.. some are pretty good. I have to now sort these pics, put some on a disc, upload some online.  Of course i have no idea where to start, they’re huge and there are TWO HUNDRED AND EIGHTY THREE of them.. as i might be slightly trigger happy!

So yes… i did take the above pic… You can only comment if you have either something nice to say, or if you have good advice.

Hmm.. i’m going to be 31. Jesus. thirty one.

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?

The blokes i work with. Generally they’re a hoot when we’re not suffering cabin fever.

3. How tall are you?

Hmmm.. i think like 5′6 and i think that’s in feet. i could be wrong. I’m pretty average girl height.

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?

Hmmm… well there MIGHT be that trip to Europe…and the offices and changes… and life… and things… And getting laid… if that doesn’t happen in the next six weeks… i’m just giving up.

5. What’s the last movie you saw?

The secret life of Pippa Lee

6. Who was the last person you called?

Ah… my mom <3

7. Who was the last person to call you?

The domo… to check something about a pair of jeans i tossed out.

8. What was the last text message you received?

“But then am i wrong in assuming you backed off?”

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?

Who knows.. i hate voice mail… probably my aunt. She often leaves them.

10. Do you prefer to call or text?

Depends on the person… but probably Text… because it’s just so much easier.

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?

I had just put my light out and rested my head on the pillow

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?

They are still married.

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?

This morning.

14. What color are your eyes?

They are blue

15. What time did you wake up today?

My alarm went off at 5:30 am and i got out of bed closer to 7am

16. What are you reading right now?

I just finished a particularly shit book. I wanted something light and no brainer to read. So i bought a Jackie Collins novel. It ended up being one of those read a page skip 5 pages affair. I am Book Unhappy right now.

17. What is your favorite christmas song?

The Christmas song of course.

18. Where is your favorite place to be?

Well i don’t know. Somewhere fun..and relaxing..with people who i like.

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?

I have no idea…. somewhere where i’m uncomfortable.

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?

Right now..? Hmmm. i’d go, for a coffee…and then home.

21. Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?

I have absolutely no idea.

22. Do you tan or burn?

Burn

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?

Hmmm… my parents leaving?

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?

Hmmm…. I’m not sure.

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?

Three. One we only really watch. One gets used for xbox and the like. Sometimes.

26. How big is your bed?

It’s a double bed

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?

A laptop of course.

29. What color are your sheets?

White of course.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

One. I’m never comfortable tho.

31. What is your favorite season?

Autumn and spring….maybe spring most.

32. What do you like about Autumn?

The fact it’s warm but cool… the colours…

33. What do you like about winter?

Snuggling up and keeping warm… hot chocolate.. stews…